There is a desire to one day be in the Father's house, with perfect joy and happiness. Here in the world is just a path that leads us to God, so we need to be better and try to love the other. Take my word of faith and hope.
Each of us is beautiful, but we will get lost if we don't come back inside. Pray for you I think about you and the feeling is often something we don't touch.
The world runs to nothing, the truth is in the soul. Every one of us needs to be strong to get to the Father's house, outside we shouldn't stay. Our life belongs to Christ and his love, he who gives us makes me get up and everything gets over.
You can live life, just do not forget that there are many homes waiting for those who have had a life of love. For this I pray for all of us, I have no gold, I have Jesus in me and You too. Receive a loving hug.